self-reflection!!

bismillahirrahmannirrahim..
this post purposely done to get myself wake up!

hey2 fieqa!!
wake up girl!
are you still in the comfortable zone???
your exam is just around the corner..
3 weeks 3 days more..

what??
you just sit there and doing nothing..
hey~..
one thing to bear in mind,
you are using nation's money,
but still, you dont 'pay' it back
with appropriate doings that you should do.

today,
during the LDV class,
when Madam Con replaced madam joanne's place in class,
she has boosted your spirit right?..
with her valuable words!

you are among the lucky people
who is chosen to be in this course.
your course offers you to study abroad,
but do you deserve it?
have you done things which you should do?

I know, not all of you are really interested to be in this course,
but you have to adopt and face it!
otherwise, you should quit from this course,
and pursue in any field that you are interested in!
(ya2...forget about your dream to study in MATH fieqa,
what Allah has decided for us is the best!..accept it!)

you are studying language..
not even have specific formula to memorise, apply or either to bring into practice,
so, you must use it.
train yourself to read voraciously,
so that you are familiar with this language.

but,
okey mam...
I understand what you were trying to say..
but, mam..
I don't know..
maybe the problems are within myself..
I don't know either I can't adapt the course or the course is not suitable with me..
but honestly,
from day to day,
I can put my heart when studying this course..
alhamdulillah


ya,mam..
I still can remember,
when you say,
even though you got A1 in English for your SPM,
can you excel in this course without putting a hardwork...
even though you got 10 A in ur SPM,
it will be nothing if you don't survive!..

erks, sgt2 terasa!!..
I got A1 for my english,
and I got 10A for my spm,
but it doesn't meant that I have just to let things easy!..
uh! it is not as easy as you may think!

english ohh english..
let's we discover the beauty of this language..
now, I love to study grammar,
or even all the subjects..
but mam,
I am quite not really agree with
the way TESL course develops the students to master english..
I don't know..
maybe I am the one who have to adapt..

ya...from the school that we were trained during our secondary school,
or to be precised studied in boarding school,
or in matrix too, we were very familiar with exam oriented basis~
yala, I was science stream student lorh..
so, when we were studying,
we did have many exam coming around,
understand the topic,
memorise the formulas,
answer the questions, n bla bla..

but, when it comes to TESL course,
I don't really have the feeling to 'afraid' of the exam,
or even to feel the tense of the exam,
maybe is because of,
we don't have the on going exams which marks are counted,
what we do have are,
exam for the grammar test..
and the assignmentSS and other coursework..
hurm,
yap..I do agree,
by training us to write the critical essays in the assignment
could enhance our skills in english..
to develop our critical thinking..
or somehow rather,

to master TESL course,
it must starts from you yourself fieqa!
try to read as much as you can, for you to widen your vocabs..
(ya2....I try not to miss to read newspaper everyday!)
talk in english for you to feel confident when using the languange..
(ya2,insyaAllah..slow slow la nie..;p)

hurm, sorry for my words..
this is just my reflection after being in this course for nearly two semester..

this is what I am thinking from the moment my class finished today..
I know,
I am just a newer in this language..
May Allah help me to study this course..
amiin...

thanks for reading,
and feel free to drop comment,
which may boost my spirit,perhaps.. thank you! thank you!


we will have English Camp in IPGM Kampus Sultan Abdul Halim, (IPSAH,kedah).
next two weeks, from 4th -8th 09. all TESL students in Malaysia, under The Ministry of education, are suppposed to join the camp..
there are many activities provided to let us enjoy with english..
(choral speaking,forum,public speaking,skits, n so on) yeayy~..I am so excited!.
can widen our networking.. can't wait the day.. hope I can learn something from there..insyaAllah


ya2..forgot to inform..
alhamdulillah..
hereby, I just want to upload our final design for our batch's t-shirt~..
syukur2, it finally accomplished.
still waiting to get the t-shirts..
thanks to all my cohort members for ur cooperation given..